i miss you.

I saw you in the hallway. You were with "her". Holding her hand. Showing the world you were proud to be her boyfriend. You never did that with me.

I saw you at lunch. You were sitting with her and her alone. In the middle of the cafeteria so everybody can see. You were making her laugh. You never made an attempt to sit with me.

I saw you after school. You were with a bunch of your friends and she was there. You had your arm around her to show your friends that she was yours. You were waiting for her mom to pick her up. You pretended not to notice me when you were with your friends.

I saw pictures of you kissing her on facebook. When i saw that picture its like something tore through me. Me and you never took a picture together. I wanted to scream and cry and words cannot describe what i was feeling. Was it jealousy?

I see you all the time with her. Your always holding her in a way i was never held before. You're constantly looking at her like shes the best thing that ever happened to you. You're always show her off in front of everyone.

When you were mine you told me you weren't into public relationships. But now that you're hers its like you changed. You aren't who you used to be. You aren't the guy i fell in love with anymore. Yes. In love. Until you broke my heart.

I thought i was over you. I still think i am. But why do i feel so empty inside whenever i see you with her? I feel like you just broke up with me all over again. Its like you keep cutting into my heart. And you make it hard for me to breathe without wanting to cry. But i cant love you anymore.

When you were mine you basically ignored my existence in public. Pretended like you didn't see me. Were you embarrassed? Were you scared of what other people thought of us? Well sorry if I'm not like her. Sorry if I'm not desperate, and extremely flirtatious. I wasn't going to change myself for you. But you changed yourself for her.

I don't know who you are anymore. But either way..

i miss you.