light beneath the dark

I know there is something better for me
Where the grass is greener
Where I can hold up my head high
Where I can feel the warmth of the sun

Maybe it's not so far away
Maybe all I need to do is open my eyes
Maybe it's all in my point of view
Maybe it's right under my nose

I climb up high to escape my insanity,
Only to fall tumbling back into my reality.

See the light beneath the dark...

Maybe it's not so far away

Maybe all I need to do is open my eyes

Maybe it's all in my point of view

Maybe it's right under my nose

I climb up high to escape my insanity,

Only to fall tumbling back into my reality.

See the light beneath the dark...

waiting until she breaks your heart

Like a movie..

I replay our memories in my head

rewinding the good times and fast-forwarding the bad

sometimes i would mute it and think what would of happened if we said something different...

would we still be together?

then the ending of this movie came about

it wasn't a happy ending but yet i didn't fast forward it

I felt the rush of emotions swim through me as i watched myself reading that text

i was so happy to hear from you but when i opened it i immediately started to cry

my friend is a witness because she was sitting next to me

how can you be so selfish? so inconsiderate?

if you claimed you loved me so much why did you hurt me so badly?

it was the worst feeling i ever felt... ever

i loved you

and yet you ripped my heart out and smiled while i bled

and me being so naive and desperate thought you would come back to me because when you ended it you were drunk.

i was wrong.

i watched from a distance, from the shadows as you changed into a completely different person

you weren't the boy i fell for anymore

you turned into another conceited, obnoxious jock

like we don't have enough of those already...

but now you are dating this girl

i know how she works

but the most interesting part is she is the complete opposite of who you were when i first met you

so here i am, watching from a distance

waiting in the shadows

waiting until she rips your heart out and smiles while you bleed

waiting until she breaks your heart

eternal sunshine

How happy is the blameless,

The world forgetting, by the world forgot,

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,

Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned.